We’re surrounded by debris of the past… thinking about what could have been. What should have been. I am lost in my current position. Regret is a strong emotion. Apparently, if you’re feeling it, you’re living in the past. You’re remembering decisions and actions which you no longer have the power to affect. I can’t …
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Mary Jane: The Companion
She’s the companion you never knew you needed. Maybe, a manifestation of the companion you always wanted. Weed, becomes a friend, when you least expect it, and can insidiously affect your life. Usually warming. Often calming. Embracing. Uplifting-smiling. Maryjane is at her best. She’s the star. She’s the heat. She’s the driver. You’re in the …
Patrick Melrose
Binged this series recently. Can’t say it was a happy experience, but it was a good one. It made me feel. Benedict Cumberbatch was outstanding in the lead role, not discounting the script adaptation from the novels (I have not read them) and the direction. I highly recommend the series. Even when a show can …
the horizons are shifting
it’s been a long journey through the covid haze, and it’s not over yet. I chose to indulge, seeing as employment, leaving the house, and responsibility were at a minimum. One might say guilt-free indulgence. Maybe, for the first time ever. It wasn’t seen as a bad thing to hang around at home. So I …
self love
You have to care about yourself to defeat an unwanted addiction
breaking the habit
This is the most important aspect of changing lifestyle addictions. The habitual motion of using hands for smoking. The timing of when you smoke, or when you play out any other habitual action in life. The ritual of when you drink. When you smoke. How you drink, and how you drink. Maybe how the two …
marijuana
The first time I smoked marijuana it didn’t do much. I was bored, disaffected, and didn’t really understand the appeal. But I was young, and the opportunity was sure to arrive again. The 2nd time I smoked marijuana, I got mind-blowingly high and it was horrible. My throat was burnt, my head was spinning, my …
The Addiction Paradox 